You Are....

A friend that relentlessly listens

My laughing bud

My hopeless romantic lover

The strength that keeps me going

The sunshine of my gloomy days

The warmth of my cold nights

My teacher in so many ways

My confidant

My soulmate

The other piece of the puzzle that is 'US'

Because You Know It All

I have learn a long time ago that this life will never be enough for me to fully fathom the complexities and mysteries of this world. I am but only a student who is trying to learn and get as much as I can. This very acceptance that I'm nothing to this vastness has kept me grounded and for sure will continue to kept me grounded in the years to come as life continue to throw me into many curves and turns.

Every time we talk, I can't help but smile in a subtle manner. You always sound so certain but what strikes me with every conversation we have is that your life is certainly not what you depicted it to be. You are alone and unhappy and is trying so hard to cover it up. I sometimes wonder if you have ever acknowledge the fact that you, just like everyone else is also vulnerable and weak? Perhaps not, because as you always portray it to be, you know it all, you are always the best and you are always on top of others.

Until such a time that you learn how to genuinely care, understand and be happy for others, I don't think you will find that elusive happiness you are looking for. I can be wrong in a some of the things I have observed about you but truth is, you can't hide from the fact that you are miserable...it just shows.

You Belong With Me

Words are not enough to describe the many beautiful things you are making me feel. I just feel to blessed to be with someone who understands and loves me without condition.

You adore and love the family I love so much just like they are yours. You spoil my sister just like she is your younger sister. You kid around with my best friend as if you have known her for so many years.

You sit there and listen intently as my co-worker talks in a language you barely understands. You made the effort to know the people in my life. You tried to explore the kind of life I was living here.

Sweetie, thank you for accepting me wholeheartedly. With you I don't have to pretend to be someone I'm not. I just have to be me, cared and loved with all my quirks.

Yes, you and I belong with each other. Now more than ever I can say that without doubt or fear. You belong with me and I to you =) I love you Sweetie!

You Are My Everything

My heart did all sorts of flips the moment I saw you in the airport. For a moment, I seriously thought I'm going to faint because my heart was just beating so fast.

It doesn't seem that this is the first time I saw you. It seems to me that I have seen and hold you countless of times already. Being in your arms, I just feel so complete. It's a feeling I cannot describe. The best feeling there is.

When you look into my eyes, I've overwhelmed of how much love we have for each other. You are the most loving, funny, and understanding guy there is and I'm not saying it only to compliment you but because I get to experience it (hehe).

I apologized that you didn't get to see much of my city but then again, you where able to get the total "Jane experience" which according to you includes lots of sleeping, watching basketball and music video.

Sweetie, I love you so much.. I can't wait to be back in your arms soon.

It's Been A While

I've been preoccupied by adult concerns lately, I'm referring to the kind of stuff that consumed most of the time of the real adults (if you don't know what I'm referring to ask your parents, for sure they know a thing or two as to what I'm talking about).

To start off, the very small business of my father is hardly surviving. Gone are the days when business is so good that it was able to pay the house bills, pay the private institutions where we are educated and provide us with our wants. Not only is it barely surviving but it has turn into a charitable institution! (imagine me all red with fury after learning this from my parents). I won't waste my time typing the details of such event rather, I'll pause and ask that their souls be blessed for taking advantage of the goodness of my parents.

Well as Anton would have it, no good deed goes unpunished.